I am glad, I belong to Jesus, I belong to my LORD.
I have good news to all women.
Keep your eyes open…
She carried all five pregnancy alone!
Emotionally, physically and mentally she was on her own.
She had to love herself, and tell herself that she was worthy, valuable and strong.
The neglect and emotional abuse she went through while carrying all pregnancy, never stopped her to believe that she was stronger, better person than what the PEOPLE responsible of PREGNANCY thought of her.
She told herself each time, they were possessed by demon to treat her bad in hope that she will not birth the children but being the apple of Elohim eyes, all five of them she did birth.
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I was hurt, disappointed and angry at myself.
I turned all those pain into, writting, singing, acting and all that I could get my hands on to escape my reality.
It sucks, when the person you carry their child treats you like crap and nobody.
They do not even value YOU enough to congratulate you when you give birth as if they secretly were wishing that you and the child died.
In all those storms, I kept my focus and I still brought all my children before the LORD to give it back to Him.
Nothing will ever take first place in my life appart from GOD Himself!
So my dear women, I am about to take you on a self discovery journey.
I am about to re-programme your default programs so that you will start to design your life.
You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only option you have!
There are principles of life that one must underatand!
One of the principles is:
1. Learn to walk away from people who are always feeding you their fears.
In this pic, Arielle was 4 days old, my c-section was fresh as pepper and God told me to bring her in the house of the LORD to be dedicated.
The night before, I was not walking because the pain of the c-section was so soar. But how I marched in that alter and stood, it was not by my own force.
I used my mind with images that God planyed in me to show me how it will be and I held on to the images and after the dedication, I gave my thanks giving and went home. Many people expected for me to not come church for a while but I was in church every Sunday.
What I have discovered is bigger than what I could possibly imagine, but to God be the glory, this little girl is 2 in June…
That one act of faith, has protected her for all the time she’s here on earth because I gave her back to GOD who gave her to me and asked God to guide me on how to raise her.
“Charm and grace are deceptive, and [superficial] beauty is vain, But a woman who fears the Lord [reverently worshiping, obeying, serving, and trusting Him with awe-filled respect], she shall be praised.” PROVERBS 31:30 AMP
It is not always how we look on the outside but it is more to do with who we are on inside.